Fluffy says hi!

RAIN! GO AWAY!
I NEED TO BE IN TOWN IN AN HOUR'S TIME!
GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You are like a little boy and I am just like your mother. You beg and cry and beg again for a new toy, I gave in. But just like a little boy, you were so excited about your new toy and promised not to get another one but still you got sick of your toy and begged for a new one. And being your stupid mother I bought you another toy and the whole damn cycle repeats. You promise, I believed, you apologize, I give in. I'd love to think that you did try your best but I'll be going to hell for lying to myself. I am afraid of going overseas all because when I come back you might just cheat on me and come up with some sad story. No I didn't say you cheated the last time I went to Hong Kong, but you lied, and I found out about that lie 3 months later. Give me one good reason why I should trust you again and I will. By the way, I love you, I'm really trying, I did change are excuses and even if they are reasons, they're not good enough. Why not for a change, you do something instead of me doing it? Just for a change I don't have to teach you what to do, I don't have to tell you to plan or buy stuff. You're on your own now.

It's easy to let go now that I have given up on you
I know that you will never change
Just say the words, and I’d let you go

BTW, this livejournal is pretty much ~dead~
Off I go to somewhere else!

I. Will. Be. Back.

was good! Minus all the stuff we brought there and the extra hanger rack, we r not strong enough for heavy stuffz but we still managed to take the bus instead of cab. Gabriel was king of the day, he sat down almost the whole time and said hi to so many of his friends to a point that it was like a meet & greet session. I'm charging him for that, $5/hr so that is, $25! But it was nice smacking his head once every time he sees another friend, I just wish I hit harder. Oh and btw I managed to be ~cool~ about it even though I very much want to tell him to go home. It wasn't as easy as you think ok imagine you're having a conversation and someone went "GABRIEL GOH! GABRIEL GOH!" like so many fucking time and when he finally reacted, all they said was hi. HI LAN!?

And this is where I end the entry before you see a whole chain of vulgarities. Oh I can almost imagine some stalker reading this entry and blogging about me in a private post again but it's ok you know you love me xoxo!